I lost motivation to keep going with pole there for a few weeks there and heres why.
i dont live two minutes down the road from my studio any more. It takes me nearly an hour now to get there. I have been swamped with work and wedding planning. but normally pole is my escape and my one hobby in life! It helps me feel good about myself. The travel distance has been contributing alot to my misplaced motivation significantly. i love my friends in my current pole class. i love the class and love the teacher. I love everything about pole, but the drive there. I feel so down about the drive it sometimes impacts how exhausted I feel when I get to class and how little I want to actually move. But yet when i look at youtube videos and instagram videos and photos (on a regular and daily basis) I feel such inspiration. If I'm completely honest, its the fact that im dealing with and juggling so much lately, work, wedding, moving house, planning my future with Kyle, appointments and so on. By the time I get ready for pole and then I think about the drive. I'm just like "Nah mate" I'd call it lazy but in reality it isn't. It is just pure exhaustion. I will be back at it to my usual self with pole soon I'm sure! My fear was that I would soon not go to pole class as regularly and that I would just stop going. I realise now that I am still passionate about pole, I am just going through a difficult period of exhaustion at this present moment. Yesterday, I had two naps and a 13 hour sleep. So that tells you all you need to know about how busy Ive been and that my first day of annual leave was spent sleeping and catching up on rest. I didn't even feel bad about resting. Usually I do, because I feel that I need to be at something or doing something. Take a break, rest your little head from time to time. You don't need permission to rest. Just do it.
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AuthorI am a 25 year old nurse, who is trying to find herself. This blog will contain epiphanies I have, my yoga progress and other such things. Enjoy. :) Archives
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