I am really happy in my married life and so is Kyle.
We've got some really awesome habits going at the moment. I do yoga about 4 times a week. Pole twice a week and gym three times a week with Kyle. We meditate every day and we love each others company, but we also give each other space when we need it. It's only been 2 and a half months so it's still quite new. It hasn't always been easy and there have been a couple of difficult times but we are handling things the best way we know how. Together. But there have also been some awesome things happen that I didn't expect to happen at all. That's something I have realised. Is that I'm generally happy with life. There are some difficult things that we have to face every so often. But generally life is good. I'm really enjoying not having to do long distance any more. Every so often Kyle will make a joke about "What time is your flight home?" and I will instantly feel that dreaded feeling of sadness where I know that I'll be going back to NI and not know when I'll see him again. Then I'll remember that we don't do long distance any more and I'm here to stay. Which makes me feel good. It's such a relief to not have to travel any more to see each other. But sometimes I live on edge slightly thinking "is it gonna happen again?" because Kyle and I went through separate periods of "long distance relationshipping" Realistically though, we live together now so that isn't going to happen. If he moves for work I am going with him. We have our hopes for the future and are excited about what's to come but really enjoying this stage we are at right now. :) So what have we been up to. Well, there was Christmas, we came back to NI to visit family, which was exhausting because we had so many people to visit and relatively limited use of the car. We went back to England for New Years, where we ordered a Chinese, and had a bottle of wine. We just cuddled on the sofa and had a great time just chilling and seeing in the new year on the sofa laughing at Justin Beiber music videos and cracking up at teddy bear auction TV shows. We have made a couple of friends so went to a party for their birthday and I've got my start date for my new job (only a few more days of no income!!! Can't wait to get paid) We've been going to the gym, I've been going to pole and really enjoying it. (Update to follow) We're trying to get fit and have set goals to do this. There's just so much to look forward to. Sometimes I catch myself feeling down because of different reasons, the income thing being a really big one for me as I'm so used to just paying my own way in life. But then I remember the bigger picture of how much I have to enjoy, how much there is to look forward to and although there are going to be difficult times. Generally things are amazing right now :)
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AuthorI am a 25 year old nurse, who is trying to find herself. This blog will contain epiphanies I have, my yoga progress and other such things. Enjoy. :) Archives
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