I have noticed that here are two big themes in my personality that come to light in my head when I'm talking to someone.
I am a carer, I care too much about what people think when I talk. Am I boring them? Have I said too much? Have I stopped for a breath yet? Am I sounding too rambly? Am I talking nonsense? But I also love the small details of everything I talk about. When someone asks me something about me, like tonight when my boyfriends house mate asked me something about how work was going. I started to visualise all the things I was saying. I have a very vivid imagination and everything I say, I'm remembering in time order. I'm terrible at summarising. And I tend to feel this part of me is a very negative aspect. But I don't think it really is. It's good to be a chatter box, sometimes when I'm on a roll something funny verbally falls out of my mouth. With the right people it can be funny. Boyfriends house mate is so chilled you can be yourself around him and he won't judge. But I'm always afraid of overdoing it when I'm talking to people. (Hence the caring side of me kicks in :/ ) The only thing that consolidates me is the fact that everyone has flaws and insecurities that they'd like to tweet every so often. And the thing is, everyone has different personalities, and everyone is like marmite. You either love them or maybe not so much haha! So always remember that you are not alone. Don't hate yourself or an aspect about yourself. Embrace it. You're you. And you're awesome! Don't hate meditate
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AuthorI am a 25 year old nurse, who is trying to find herself. This blog will contain epiphanies I have, my yoga progress and other such things. Enjoy. :) Archives
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